Transformation
I am a Home maker
I do all home chores
I hate doing that
Most of the time I work
Home work without hesitation
Because even though I hate
I enjoyed doing it at one point
Days rolled away
Months rolled up
Years flew like a wind
At certain stage I started hating myself
l was blank inside out
All my guts swayed away
My confidents are all washed away
My positivity folded somewhere
Couldn\'t concentrate on anything
But still I performed my duties properly
Experience changed me as a home maker
I started talking philosophy to everyone
Become idle all the time
At a point I started thinking worthless
Lost the meaning of life
The \"Me\" is gone
I have never told anyone that .
Home maker is bad or boring or dull
I created my own garden
I developed my hobbies
I learned the Art of Cooking
Started painting with trash
Its been ten plus years being a home making job
In the mean time we got a \"Laptop\"
For my children studies
I started play with that searching
What can I do
Where I lost myself
Where can I get a Job
What can I do without experience
Started preparing my Curriculum Vite
When I started typing I really forgot
How to prepare, oh I need help
Ringed up to my friend
Told her how I become
She gave me lot of positive boosting
I raised up with the decision
I am gonna do it
Prepared a proper Curriculum
Send it to her
She recommended a place to work
I joined in two days
it is a nice place
Started from the scratch
I am the third staff in the company
I overwhelmed with joy that we are the starters
Slowly we gained few more
I am satisfied with the tiny teeny office
I come daily without fail
I am sacrificing lot of things at home
Yet I like to work
I come with different colors
With different cuisins
Mingled with the colleagues I work with
I learned how much I am blessed
Hearing their background and their Histories
Oh I am ok with what I have
I have put lot of mental struggles to come this point
And I really Win in the Struggle
Slowly learning the \"Art of Balancing\"
I transformed into a different Person
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