I died but I am not re- born yet
I am still trying to look for
The best way to be living
If I am born again
Somehow it feels
I will come into this world again
With my own choice
If I choose
Hard to say what to choose
It all seems fascinating
And devastating
I am torn between
Dying and Living
So it all happens at the same time
In these simulations
But I\'ll have to make a call
One day
To live or to stay dead
Happy birthday to me
Whenever that would really be.
-Al