I sit in my room all alone
Wondering why
Why I feel the way I do
IF I look sad why don´t I feel it
IF I feel mad why don\'t I look like it
I feel sad, but look mad
I look emotionless every day all day
But I have all sorts of emotions running through me
So If I show it will they know it??
People say I \'m cold , tell me I have no emotions
They say their scared of me
I don\'t blame them
I can be scared of myself too
I lay awake in bed crying
crying till I can´t
I walk home pissed
Pissed at the world
Every time I see people with their parents
I\'m jealous cuz they have something I don\'t
I push it back
Till I can\'t
I go outside and take a run
I run to a tree
I sit there to read
If I leave what would happen
If I become a happier person
What would happen
So IF I disappear who will notice
Who will care