You called me a sadist, and I felt a surge of fear
Afraid of being a narcissist, I shed a silent tear
I wrapped my wounds in bandages, pretending to be fine
But you still called me abnormal, and crossed the boundary line
Every day, I carved a grin on my mask of clay
Hoping to hide it all, and make them go away
Dreaming that one day it would all vanish in the air
That I\'d wake up and everything would be fair
I heard you spreading lies, I hid from your sight
I lost myself, not knowing who to fight
Maybe you were right, maybe I\'m too frail
I buried it, trying to write a tale
Maybe I wasn\'t enough, not the beauty you craved
I was the curse maybe you braved
I wept carving streams every night
Maybe I wasn\'t worth it, Maybe I dimmed your light
There was a day I tried to be the ideal lady u wanted
I tried so hard I was all tainted
Maybe I could never be the one you fell for
I wasn’t the one to be moulded into a skin I was not made for
Here I am being the one I could melt for
Shining through the glow I denied for
Maybe I was too different to be called real
I was a gem rare and surreal