Santajah Douglass

The Actress Of Uncertainty Love Performance

I don\'t know what to do, my feelings are so confusing

I know this guy, I think I like him, but his feelings are alluding

I don\'t want to make a move, risk messing up our dynamic

But if I don\'t try, I\'ll never truly know, it\'s making me panic

 

He\'s playful and flirty, always making me laugh

I can\'t help but hope, that there\'s something more than just a chaff

He\'s funny and kind, makes me feel like home

A feeling so rare, in a world that\'s often cold as chrome

 

He comforts me when I\'m down, I respect him deeply

Even though we banter heatedly, our insults witty and steely

I could kick him to the moon, at least that\'s what I say

But deep down inside, he makes me swoon in every way

 

Like the lead actress in a summer play, I feel like a star

But unsure of when this performance will finish, leaving me not knowing who we are

Neither of us are getting any younger, time is ticking away

I feel like maybe I should step forward, but fear of falling back into dismay

 

I don\'t want to lose myself in something that might not last

To be doomed by feelings that could be one-sided and fast

But there\'s a possibility that there\'s something real here

I have no answers to accept, just confusion and fear

 

Should I take the risk, reveal my true feelings?

Or keep them hidden, avoid any dealings

I\'m torn between longing for something more

And the fear of rejection, closing every door

 

What if he doesn\'t feel the same way?

What if my heart leads me astray?

But the thought of never trying, never knowing

Leaves me feeling trapped, my emotions constantly growing

 

So I\'ll take a chance, step into the unknown

Risking it all, in hopes that love will be shown

I\'ll lay my heart on the line, letting my feelings flow

Because the possibility of something real with him, is a feeling I can\'t let go

 

And if it\'s meant to be, if he feels the same

Then we\'ll navigate this journey, together in the same lane

But if not, I\'ll hold onto the memories we shared

Knowing that I took a chance, and showed that I cared

 

For now, I\'ll embrace the uncertainty and wait

For him to reveal his heart, his feelings, his fate

But regardless of the outcome, I\'ll cherish what we had

For he made me feel alive, in a way I never thought I could have

 

So let the performance continue, the summer play unfold

Because in the end, our love story will be told

And even if it doesn\'t last, I\'ll always be grateful

For the moments we shared, the love that was faithful

 

I don\'t know what the future holds, but I\'ll take a chance

Because the thought of never knowing, never taking that stance

Is a fate worse than heartache, worse than regret

I\'ll follow my heart, and hope for a love that\'s set

 

In the stars above, in the moments we share

For love is worth the risk, worth the despair

And even if it doesn\'t work out in the end

I\'ll know that I took a chance, for a love that could transcend

 

So here\'s to the unknown, to the feelings so confusing

To the hope of a love that\'s truly worth pursuing

I\'ll take that leap, step into the unknown

Because in the end, love is all that\'s shown.