vividvoid14

closed door

im not over it

losing you, i dont think ill ever pull through

i have been hurt before, punched in the face, been told im worthless

but no one has ever left me this sore.

you make me happy, now my moods always so crappy.

its been so hard to fake being happy.

honestly, tears keep on flowing.

this sadness just keeps on growing 

im done. i wont be hurt again.

im not letting anyone else in

these doors are finally closing 

my hearts on fire, but its okay because its burning these emotions

i tried everything, even smoking

and now im drowning,in my mistakes

i dont think i have what it takes

to be alive 

to be happy

to let someone in and love me 

so thanks alot mia

because as you say what don\'t kill you makes you stronger

and sadly im still living 

so thanks for making me stronger 

u say pain will make you live longer

to me pains trauma

killing me, slowly