Nothing seems to quell this itch.
Digging myself even deeper in the ditch.
Everything in me wants to rage out but I don\'t flinch.
Found something new that provides my quench.
It\'s inside where I hold the most pain.
Nothing ever goes my way.
Boo hoo what a shame.
But was it my mind I needed to reframe?
Or shall I dance with the devil and cement my place in the game?
Ugly boils deep within.
Relative to what I call kin.
Learning to float on the waves when they come in.
Digging into what\'s been hidden.
~I.S.~