I dread changes the most,
When my life took a 180-degree turn,
I couldn\'t face it,
I, who always had a problem facing reality.
But found the easiest way to cope,
To not overthink, to ignore and to turn numb,
For ignorance is bliss to humankind.
Because if I think,
Then I\'ll realize all the things that I\'m not happy about,
And that won\'t be easy to digest.
Henceforth, there I grew a strong, unbreakable wall around myself,
Like the crab\'s carapace,
To escape from realities.
If I don\'t hold onto the wall tighter and keep it intact,
Unbearable complication and worries come creeping to me,
I will never want to face the bitter reality,
If I had the choice to stay in sweet delusional dreams.
Oh, how I wish I could turn time!