I woke up
Thinking I was ok
But then last night
Came flooding back
The yelling and crying
Slammed doors and open wounds
Monsters auctioning love
To angels starving for comfort
Envoking the name of God
To excuse the torture
Using ungiven authority
And relishing in the power
So crawling to the sky
I knocked on heaven\'s door
Waiting for years
But there was no sign that I was heard
If God is on the monster\'s side
And they are truly saved
Then I shall descend to hell
In flames of rebellion
Dancing in the ashes
Of a message of hope
Because nothing was done
When we needed love the most
So down I fell
To my paradise in flames
Where I can laugh with no restraint
And no one claims to care
At least the liars know who they are
The murderers and addicts too
Nothing evil disguised as good
That is what I respect
There is beauty in the pain
For we all feel it too
And going out in a blaze of fury
Is how we will defeat life once and for all
So as my final show of defiance
I take one more step towards death
The end is before me
And I wake another day