Tie me down and make me beg
But know that I am not your enemy
Won\'t you believe
I want this for the both of us
So I close my eyes
And his love feels so fucking real
When I dig my fingers in the roots
The morning light shines like his shoulders
And it feels like a humiliation ritual
When he spits down my throat
I come back alive like an ode to the greats
Blood at dusk, whispering
I\'m giving myself
Giving myself to him
I am a body of pleasure
Drinking him like wine
I lay on the bed waiting to be used
I can\'t possibly get enough
It\'s almost as if I\'m insatiable
With my face buried in his armpit
Biting my tongue
Like he ravages the night with his teeth
Oh, his love is brutal
And we\'re unprotected
And sometimes
I wish we could be more truthful
Cause I feel helpless in his arms
But he makes me feel safe like the vanitas
On the table of a still life
And I\'m just a boy drowning in his love
So I don\'t need to make sure my footsteps are quiet
My thinking is loud enough
So I come back to the olive tree
By the mountain in my fantasy of us
And it\'s a perfect picture of lust
Where I go to dream and to die
Like a ribbon dancing in the moonlight
The natural way we desire
Reminds me of this state of affairs
How I haven\'t eaten today and I\'m cold
How hectic we love, and wither like a rose
Curse me
Forsooth, I\'m nonplussed
And it\'s ironic, shallow rocks fill me with praise
I am a sinner in ecstasy
Watching the nightjar\'s lonely flight
Playing this fruitless role
Love bites mark my neck
In every dream
I dream of this pendulum swing
Romance in a mirror
Shaking in the rain
It\'s the beauty of a stranger\'s touch
Forsaken
Blood at dusk, whispering
I\'m giving myself
Giving myself to him.