depression isnt just being sad,
its being colorblind and being told how colorful the world is
depression isnt just being sad,
its drowning while everyone else swims around u
depression isnt just being sad
my depression isnt just in the tears u see,
but in the ones u dont
in the fake smile on my face when i say im fine
and in the scars under my sleeve,
and the ones buried deep within my thigh
because depression isnt just being sad
depression is living in a body that fights to survive,
with a mind that tries to die
depression is the lonleyness in a room full of people
depression isnt just being sad
depression is wearing tracksuits in summer,
and making excuses to not go swimming
depression is isolating myself from everyone,
than complaining that im lonely
depression is pushing the people u need the most away
because depression isnt just being sad