You are turning into my biggest fear
Making me feel like I am forcing you into this
Acting like you can’t wait to get out
I know it’s a lot to take in
But why then are you keeping my hopes up
Slowly breaking my heart
I am holding on for dear life
Hoping that maybe just maybe
This is just a dream and I will go back to our paradise
Say something please, what’s happening
I keep trying to reach out and you keep making excuses
Are we now just doing it to mark the register, or
Are you just trying to find ways to drop a soft punch
Don’t take your time please it’s killing the little life I have left
Prove me wrong, I beg
That this is all in my head and you’re just pulling my leg
Right, right
You love me right
Love at first sight right
Vibing like old friends right
A story so perfect right
So why then are you giving up so easily
Ghosts of my past are still haunting my present
To this day I regret being as clear as a glass
They say the truth heals all wounds
But how come mine have just been spread open
Justice at court hasn’t even been served
Then how come you as the jury don’t understand that I am innocent until proven guilty
How come you are just taking the consequence of my actions
Without understanding why I did it
It hurts
The only reason why I told you is because I trust you
So why is that being taken for granted
I might laugh and just brush it off but I am honestly breaking
Aching
Making scenarios in my head driving me to early insanity
I am close to tears, screaming, at my loudest
My heart is pounding out of my chest, bleeding
If murder is what you want, take it out then
To end this beautiful life we had created
I have been warned to stop loving so hard
Just give a little bit of yourself, they said
Leave room for heartbreak, they said
These things never end well, they said
But boy oh boy did I not listen
Because until the last breath, I take I will choose to love with my whole heart
Even if that’s what kills me and if they ask you who I was
You will tell them I was the girl who let love lead the way and it ended in tragedy as it was my final destination
Breath in, breath out
Breath in, breath out
Breath in, breath out
Breath….in
Breath….out
Even now know that I will love you still...