ive been going through motions
drowning in an ocean of emotion
when im sad i smile. i dont want others to feel bad
and i should have figured out by now
when im about to reach the top
ill drop back down
fuck that i need my smile
\"im not depressed\"
\"yes yes you are your just in denial\"
but i go the extra mile for this smile
and all the naysayers whispers
there voiced eco through my head
but it broke me most when you said
\"your better off dead\"
so i guess your right
now ill grip my knife tight
this is by far good bye