In-congruent lines
Meet vivid intersections
Of self doubt and shame
Shining memories
Empty
But effulgent
Staring into nothingness
I find this philosophy of mine
Dark
Distant
An over-analysis
Of a distant daydream
I chose to disown
The misfortune of all I covet
The death of a daydream
The end of a sunset
Seeing only crimson
Insight of the mind
Into one, grief filled, as mine
Knowing only that
There is no knowing
Only atoning
One sin at a time
One memory hoarded at a time
For a moment of joy
I don\'t deserve
This is the way I pray
Shameful sunsets
Atoning for shallow self interest
Effulgent prayer
Misfortune of insight
Of embracing the sunset
Embracing the crimson
Embracing death
Embracing
Embracing
Empty