I’ve always had a problem with wanting things that just could not be…
As I child I often cried because, I wanted never ending weekends so I could be forever free.
I wanted candy for breakfast, popsicles for lunch and ice cream for dinner.
I wanted it to always be my turn and of course I wanted to always be the winner….,
“But That’s not how life works” became a mantra instilled in me many years ago.
Too bad old habits die hard, and that’s one that I could never quite let go.
I want you….
And In addition to it feeling normal these feelings also reign true.
I know that I shouldn’t,
I hear you saying we couldn’t,
I just can’t help but feel like we can….
You say this isn\'t that for you..
But it is for me.
So as far as where it’s going, I guess we just have to wait and see.
But I do know that I want you…
I’m All grown now
but somehow
I still find myself crying to be free,
I still pray for never ending weekends so you could always be with me.
I crave your smile for breakfast, your laugh for lunch, and your body for dinner.
I want it to always be my turn with you and for you to forever declare me the winner….
Of your heart.
I guess some lessons are never learned…..