I hate the strange feeling in the room
The white noise makes it all go away
Smoking till the clouds are on the roof
I miss you so much, I feel so lonely today
I’m so high up not even the flesh will stop me
To tell all the things I really mean
Here’s to you my open heart
Everyday I wake up with such weight, I fall
The dark in my space gives me comfort
You and I, always almost
Again and again
We were always on the verge of almost
Never nothing, never something
The more I look into the past the more I imagine what could’ve been
About the other way, the other direction
The way you used to touch my skin
I didn’t ask for nothing, never waiting for perfection
We have our differences and that affects the relation
How I wish for a last kiss and a last question
Did you ever love me?
It’s okay if there’s no answer
Running away from the demons hiding inside my bedroom
Horoscope this week said I paired well with Cancer
I know I shouldn’t reach out
How can you blame me, we been through a lot
It’s hard to forget someone who impacted you hard
Maybe in a different lifetime we were who we always wanted to be
Maybe the moon and stars aligned
Maybe that feeling of “almost” never died
Anyway, I hope we can one day both be happy
Under this moonlight I poured out my tears into the ocean tide
Let me be that sensation you feel when you write
I penetrated you with my intellect
And you said I always think I’m right
I highlighted that part, the one you said I gained your respect
I’m going crazy, I’ll hold on until again, we both not in a fight
I will be far, somewhere south at the seacoast
Thinking of you, our love was always an almost