wake up every morning I\'m battling
go to sleep I\'m smiling
they say say I\'m crazy,
\"he must be faking\"
people really should stop talking
I\'ll have you in the corner shaking
I\'m not okay, mental, I\'m kinda crazy
smiling while im dying
laughing while I\'m crying
my personality kinda just disappears
being sad just kills you
fuck emotion, I\'m moving with motions
died in my arms, I tried to stay strong
why the fuck does shit always go wrong?
why does the pain have to last so long?
my hearts just thrown around like a game of ping pong