I placed her into the hands of wicked men
Behind closed doors, I gave birth to death
Screaming so loud but no sound coming out
Red water spreading, my body sinks in it
A trillion needles went through me
it didn’t feel nearly as close as losing you
Hunted by the nightmares of your beautiful face
I see you looking at me with those dreamy eyes
The guilt is eating me alive
I don’t have time to stop, I’m being chased
Thinking about the past is irrelevant
Writing about you makes me feel arrogant
I will never forget you, we will be together soon, time flies
Crying in my room feeling lost again
I cannot repeat the same cycle
Too many choices and I will choose you at the end
I hope one day I can forgive myself
The thunder has lightning and I’m giving up on myself
How can I make this about you, when is all about myself
Lost in the crowd I begged for help, no one seem to care
Don’t close the curtains on me
Tell me that you need me and hug me slowly
Maybe I’m too young to leave the planet
Maybe I’m here to conceive diamond carats
The ones that don’t know me think I’m crazy
The ones that do know me, they betrayed me
Don’t get lost
I write my feelings down and I don’t get scared
The world is vulnerable to the unknown
I’m vulnerable to the feeling that you’re gone
If heaven is real fly high my little dove
This will be our last goodbye I’d be given the path to the Netherworld