You’re lucky to don’t have spasms
It feels ike your body is about to implode
You’re lucky don’t experience them.
They kick my arse every time until I want to explode
Along beside them, there is an indescribable pain
My body spasms and locks up into place
Can’t go on, I can’t through this again
The terrible pain is written on my pale face
I had enough of alwful torture
At the time I wish no more and I want to be dead,
to be gone, I feel like I have no future.
Another hard round of tears and spasms, I dread
I want to be swallow up by the universe
I want to die, it doesn’t matter how much I try
This kind of horrid life I don’t deserve
I just want to say goodbye