It still hurts sometimes, but I have come to peace with where me and you are,
And I guess I like the fact that me and you are sleeping under the same stars.
No matter how hard I try, a piece of my heart will always be with you,
And I know that there is nothing else for me to do.
Me and you haven’t talked in a while, and shouldn’t that be enough?
Because I never imagined that letting you go was going to be this tough.
But I think holding onto you would have been worse,
But whether I hold on or let go, knowing you has almost felt like a curse.
It’s not that you’re a bad person, you just messed with my head,
Because I hold onto all the memories and all the words that you said.
What’s crazy to think is I don’t know if I would change anything,
Because now it’s painful, but at one point, there was so much joy that you would bring.
If I could go back in time, knowing what I know now,
I would still be so confused and wondering how.
How it was that you still had a hold on me no matter what i would do,
And that I would still approach it the same, even though this time, I had a clue.
Of how it would all end up being in the end,
That I fell so hard for you, but you never saw me as anything more than a friend.
But I would still ask you how your game went, hoping for a different result,
Because I can’t change the way that I felt.
And that’s when I realized I loved you, because despite what you put me through, I still felt the
same,
And at this point, there really is no one to blame.
I won’t apologize for loving you, because it is out of my control,
Because it was so much more than your personality and your looks, but I fell for your soul.
And you can’t help that you never loved me back,
And that when you look at me, you feel nothing, and only see a sea of black.