mekhi.epati

“On all sides”

 

Doing the same thing everyday is tiring

Being the same everyday is tiring also

Hate being depressed

Hate feeling anxious all the time

Hate feeling stressed from school

Hate feeling ignored once feelings are shared with one

Sometimes it’s like talking to a wall

A wall that rebounds silence

As if silence was an actual sound

The amount of times I’ve talked to many walls

Sometimes I’ve never realized there was always this one wall

Somehow different, somehow unique to the others

It had a hole, a hole which light shone through 

And the difference between this wall and all the other walls

IS it talked back

As I started to rely on this wall it opened my eyes

Mentally and emotionally

I started to realize I don’t want to be this way my whole life

It’s like as the light shone on my face

It also shone on my life, in a way

Like the light scared the darkness away

It was just beautiful, plain beautiful

As this light continued to pave a new journey for myself

I was no longer depressed, anxious or stressed

And definitely not ignored

I continued to live life knowing I had this wall by my side

Oh did I also mention his name was God