fear consuming
mind racing
heart beating
each beat it takes i get closer to dying
so i grab my chest grasping for air
praying to GOD that i still end up living
praying to God that i survive this feeling
the voices in my head speak louder
voices that tell me what i can and cant do
consuming me with negativity
so i scream
i scream as loud as i can begging for help
begging for one soul to save me but no one comes
it all happens again
like the world threw me in a time portal
a gate way with no escape
like a mirror game a place were i only see me face
trapping me despite my fear
showing me memories of the past
bad memories of childhood
i cry slowly
knowing i have lost the battle of life
as i close my eyes in defeat
i fell a hand a warm hand touching me despite
hugging me so tight
giving me life
i hold on so tight
hoping never to let go to my only source of life