One cold night you disappear
I feel so bitter and alone
How do I go on? I fear
He’s gone, I screamed into my pillow, I’m cold to bone
You went to sleep on a cloud
One night I can’t get back
Now nightmares are coming in my own shroud
Heart broken, my own heart I lack
It is lost with you, my love
Now I am heartless
Since you went back to heaven above
Leaving me in an emotional mess
Gone to the holy beacon
I never got to say goodbye
Without you. How do I go on?
I am asking why did he die?
I didn’t even get a loving cuddle
I am asking the question; why?
As I turn into a puddle
On our cold bed, I just cry
As I tenderly reach across to his space
In our now chilly bed
We were laying face to face
Remembering that you are dead