I\'m so sick of everyone telling me I\'m doing better
Please just let me wallow in my sadness
Give my hopelessness space
Because the more you tell me I\'m doing better
The more that voice in my head tells me what I experience is wrong
That I shouldn\'t feel this way
There is never space for me to just feel bad
It seems to inconvenience people
And I know eventually it will get better
Not everything is always this hard
But please allow me to feel this sorrow
And don\'t tell me that the sun still shines
I know the clouds occasionally part
But if you tell me the sun shines while rain is pouring down on me
It feels as if I\'m not allowed to be soaking wet
But I\'m standing in the rain
And I need space to let the water run over me and chill me to the bone
I don\'t want to get out of the downpour
I\'ve been anticipating it for so long
Please don\'t try to save me from the rain
I beg of you
Just let me be sad