days when I\'m really low
conflicting in my mind
yes I was sexually assaulted
it was against my will
but at least I was wanted
at least someone thought I was pretty
or attractive
or something.
nobody ever seems to love me
they pretend to
so they can use me
but if they use me
at least I was wanted
even if by a pedophile
even if by family
all incidents illegal
but at least I was wanted.