Inner self hates every aspect of life
I’m so tired depressed I don’t know can not deicide
To do something with my disturbing thoughts, by a knife
I hate living, I want to commit suicide
To the someone is inside me, I despise me and my wrong feelings
I want to die to end my silence suffering, that is not a lie
Hate myself, why am I suffering from this dealing
of my fucking ability of being able to cry
Life is slipping away, I want to slit my pale wrists
I am so sorry for my evil thoughts and my actions
To get to heaven I will need a fucking priest
To repent my sins and forgive me and send directions
To forgive me and help me going forward on route
Nobody is guiding me, god you are my last salvation
Enchanted by your angelic magical flute
To get rid of my own shitty creation