Please don\'t leave me hanging for years without closure
Please don\'t make me wait for years just to be disappointed
I thought I would be happy when you finally returned for sure
But even with the millions of scenarios that I have thought of when you were gone
Was not enough to prepare me for how my heart broke and my spirits crushed
People change and people go
But I was naive enough to stay rooted in the same ground
Anticipating to hear those familiar footsteps running towards me
People asked me why am I so stubborn
I replied because of a promise I was determined to keep
Which I did not know sounded so silly
I was silly
I should have listened and given up
Instead of spending years, living for you
And wasting my time with you as my sole life purpose
They were not reciprocated
Yet now, it is all too late
I\'ve lost it all
That I feel so empty inside
I\'m merely a hollow shell of who I once was
My final sacrifice is not for your happiness
But for my relief
That I would be able to see the person you once were in heaven
Then, with that, I would finally be at peace
Laying in your arms
Hold me for a last kiss
Repeating my first words to you as my final goodbye
And then, you might finally mourn the loss of what we had
Of what we could have