mirrorball

Unspoken depths

Was never good at the beginnings

Neither at the endings.

Was I really ever enough?

Or do we just blame the distance?

 

I don’t understand why you still haven’t called

Was it that hard not to recall?

Did you ever truly care?

To be honest, im actually aware

 

Never really thought we would end up here now

I hate this place even more, its hard to breathe

And move on.

Ive been holding my breath since he is gone.

 

Theres no point in keeping the hope

My heart has decided to shut the hell up

no more youre too young to be feeling like this

I will never grow up if you don’t let me live

 

Don’t know what to say anymore

Is this coming off too rude?

If it is I hope you rot

I hope its shitty and hot

And thankyou for fucking up my perfect plot

 

Maybe life will go on and it will get better

Hope I cringe at this letter.