I AM BAD AT CHEWING AND IT EATS ME ALIVE. I WANT TO FEEL LOSS IN A HUMAN WAY AND I WANT IT TO BE CONCRETE. I WANT TO SWALLOW YOU WHOLE AND FEEL THE BILE THE ROT ROT ROT ROT ROT ROT ROT ROT DISSIPATE INTO MY BLOOD AND ACID. LET ME FEEL YOUR PALMS UNDER MINE AND I WANT TO HAVE A PROPER BURIAL. BUT I KEEP CHEWING ON YOUR BONES AND I CANNOT SWALLOW AND I CANNOT SCREAM AND MY TEETH ARE CHIPPING AND I AM SWALLOWING THAT INSTEAD. BUT MY HEART WILL NOT PUT YOU TO REST. I CANNOT PUSH YOU BELOW MY PULSATING HEART. AND I AM TO GRIEVE YOUR THRUMMING PULSE. YOU ARE EATING ME ALIVE. AND I LET YOU.