I count the calories
Trying to feel a sense of control
Yet still I binge everyday
Coping with the pain
I’m not committed enough,
Too out of shape
To even get into shape
I eat the pain away
Yet still regret the consequences
Always over calorie count
Not overweight
But it feels like it
All of my friends weigh less
My BMI is normal
But my stomach sticks out
My boobs too big
Thighs too thick
Binge to make the feelings go away
Eating is better than cutting,
They say
But I just want to be skinny