Kylie the 7th grade female poet

My Side

So many things I want to say

my thoughts in my head won\'t go away 
you say I made life a living hell 
well I\'m surprised you can\'t tell
You hurt me too. I\'m trying to forgive.
but I\'ll be honest it\'s a hard to live.
You did things too. I will not lie.
And maybe I need to clarify
I want to yell and scream and shout;
but I just can\'t let it all out.
I was pushy, I gossiped, I was excluding?
Do you know what you were doing?
you pushed me around and told me what to do.
but somehow it only counts for you.
Y\'all used to tell me all the time 
of people who were more sour than a lime.
but now it\'s me you talk about
letting all of your rage out.
Saying I excluded you.
Well, two of y\'all did that too
constantly complaining to the third. 
Why not me? I\'m not a mockingbird.
I would respect your wishes, please just ask. 
we could have made this friendship last. 
But no, everything has to go your way.
Y\'all probably don\'t want me to stay.
I want to leave. I really do.
But I think I might be stuck with you.
My mom knows what you did
she\'s tight like a bottle lid.
She knows your secret, everyone does.
I hope it doesn\'t cause a fuss. 
We could call it a truss and be friends again.
Or we could let this meet its end.
The choice is up to you
I don\'t care what you do.
But if you say no, I won\'t fight; 
However, I\'ll be the first to say goodbye.