In the middle of the night when I am alone
Tears are streaming down my face and my heart is breaking
You are gone forever so I can not call you on the phone
I shout into your pillow to muffle my sound, I am screaming
My heart is bleeding for you my angel, I miss your sweet touch
I am so cold and tired of my pain inside my core
Why did you die? Leaving for heaven, I miss you so much
Brutally breaking me and damaging my heart so that my tears will pour
I miss your magic presence and your beautiful face
I will never be the same without you, my heart will never heal
I’m just in a state of disbelief that you’re gone, what is the saving grace?
Smelling the last sense of you. Feeling my heart break even a little bit more, while I kneel.
On the floor crying my heart out and my soul is torn
My arms is hurting where I am tightly cuddling your pillow
Shaking from grieving, as the sun rises as I mourn
Now I am a lonely soul who is a sad and desperate widow