NinjaGirl

relapse (TW: SH)

the urges too strong

the stress too big

the nightmares too long

 

is it getting bad again

take apart a razor

pull out the blades with pliers

I need it to all stop hurting

by hurting me

 

paint my skin with red

ive always loved the color

skin twitching as I cut

pause, then white, then red

 

I will always bleed

at least it\'s one thing I can rely on

nobody is ever there for me

except my blade