In the middle of the freezing night, my tears are falling
I am alone and cold. I am missing you so much
Surrounded by your things, it is your name is what I am calling
But nobody can hear my screams, I am longingly for your special touch
Your love is still here inside my broken heart. But your presence is slowly fading
Taking in your last essence between my sobbing in the moonlight
In the midst of your love, I am all the alone, I will be bathing
In the darkness, through my tears I can see you without light
Or is it my mean mind playing tricks on me? I am slowly going insane?
Now I am confused by the way you went with the holy angels
Lord, I can’t live to survive with all this heartbreaking pain
Bring my love back to me please, I don’t care about your golden bells
I don’t care about angelic beautiful sounds, where it comes from
My salted tears just keeps on flowing, curled up on the floor
This house is not a home anymore,. A widow I now have become
Without you I am struggling to take a breath anymore
I will never be able to be happy again, because you were my best friend
Who else can I talk to? Did I not tell you that I love you enough?
I can’t believe that your life has ended, what should I do to mend?
All I see is cold empty blackness, all I know is the road ahead will be rough