Ask anyone\'s biggest fear and they\'ll say like spiders of losing a family member or some shit.
But my biggest fear is not dying but what happens after death. Then you\'re just dead not doing anything just laying there until you cremate.
It hit me after i realised I\'m growing up, like just yesterday i was 14 now in three months I\'ll be 19 and in a year I\'ll get my high school diploma.
Everybody says that I should enjoy my years but how can I enjoy it when I know what comes for me.