I wish I could turn off my ideations -
I wish I could make this swirling conclude
A lot is going on but I cannot fathom how to cope
I\'m in an emotional upheaval yet still cannot feel it
I don\'t know where I\'m headed to
What I am going to do
Once I had things outlined in my consciousness
Now, I don\'t have a clue!
You will find a way, they all say -
Though nothing seems to be set forth
My heart is racing fast
And consciousness is brimming with fear
Thought I\'ll be able to manage it
But it\'s all plunging quickly
They say I\'m a mess,
And I don\'t think I can attest them otherwise