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My Involuntary Movements

My body hurts and it’s failing me 
People don’t understand Cerebral Palsy, it is painful 
My body spasms are getting worse and I want to be free 
The pain and the body spasms are brutal 

People believe that body spasms are nothing 
But they are wrong and they don’t know how awful they can be 
If they are very bad spasms, I hate my involuntary moving 
I’m just tired and sore, I want to be able to free

My involuntary spasms are wearing my body out 
I want to die but it’s a uphill battle to survive 
All I want is to die. Scream and shout 
It is a cruel existence, it is tough being alive 

But there is no cure, I will keep on with my medication 
If you experience pain all your relaxed body 
I will never give up my own determination 
I will never be alright, I am at always at they mercy 

But I will fight them to until my death 
Never give up on my own right to fight to survive 
On this planet, I just need good health 
I am so alive