Killing myself, to show you im not a mistake
Ive done things im not proud of
You walked out
Small kid standing on my own two feet
Opening up, loving again, feels like one big ass leap.
I fel like a sheep with the lions watching me
No confidence, im struggling
Self love?
Why\'d you leave
Not knowings keeping me awake at night
And because of this shit i feel so damn weak
Tears in my eyes making it heard to see
Prayed to god, you would come back.
No ones answering
Realt makes me start questioning
Forcing me to open my eyes
Forcing me to look at thr cold reality
I will never have my dad by my side
And if your rewding this, dad
You\'re A Fucking Coward For Leaving!
Wonder how it feels to know i dont need you anymore
Spent my whole life thinking i was the problem.
And you were the root to all of my issues