Ajon4wheels

Life Without You

I thought we had forever but now you are gone,
Gone to heaven, I am happy while my heart is broken and bleeding 
I am so alone and lonely, with my core split in two, I have no one 
This horrific world can be so chaotic and so deceiving 

I can’t breathe with this pain, I feel I am like hyperventilating 
I don’t need anyone else, all I need is you, babe
On the floor, I hope you’re glad that at your hole you are creating 
a bleeding hole in heart. Crying tears, as the light begins to fade.

I cannot imagine what my life is going like without you
You were my love, you would not be sensible with your cheeky smile 
The playfulness you gave me and it filled me up with pride. Your phenomenal love would always shine through 
We used to didn’t say anything but, we laughed together at absolutely nothing for a while 

Cursing at nobody, but myself for letting you in my life 
Can anyone tell me why leave me alone? Why did he go?
As I stumbled into kitchen to get a sharp knife 
I cut into our memories and cut into my wrist nice and slow