There are dawnings
when I smile
And I practically mean it
Then there times
When the dawnings are bleak & somber
My heart feels heavy
Wounds I thought had healed
Open up...
These are the dawnings
the walls I\'ve built
get a little bit feeble
Perhaps the only time
I yearn for another
willing enough
to break them down for me
Hold me close
As I break down
Fix me back to one
The next dawning
In lieu ...
Like all the time
I strengthen my defenses
Bide until the storm passes ...
There ain\'t any rainbows
After my storms
But at least there\'s a bit of sunlight
I can seek the warmth
I fail to receive
from the ones
closest to me