I don\'t know what I want in this life
Maybe to be an uncle or possibly have kids and a wife
I want something I\'d gladly live for
Dying is easy but living is hard within this mental war.
I don\'t know if it\'s you or someone else
But with you around my frozen heart melts.
You never leave my mind
I know I leave yours so I just pretend to be blind
I tell myself a beautiful lie
To never see the ugly truth and say goodbye
Even after you\'re gone I\'ll continue the denial
Dreaming of seeing you walk down the aisle
I know it\'s just a fantasy but I still hope
Send me to that world so I don\'t have to cope