Soft cool sheets of snow the clouds laid out for me
The only colors around settle in my skin and evergreens
I could melt a hole in the earth to it’s core
And the birds left me behind to rot till I\'m raw
I\'ll wait in salty snow drenched in my cardinal excess
Until my sunken face fills, till my carcass feels sprouts caress
The earth claws and gnaws, I want it to
I plunge into terror, I just don\'t know what to do
Snow is too cold too strident
I want to dive in, drown in it
It won\'t let me, my body caked in grime
My body flinches and shakes every time, every time