I\'m afraid to be left alone in silence
So, I drown it out with music
More afraid of my own thoughts
So, I lie to myself when I have to
Afraid of what these feelings might lead me to do
So, I decide not to surrender to what I feel for you
Don\'t want to embrace what feelings I may have for you
For then I will be admitting the regret I felt after walking away from what\'s true