I don\'t know what I\'m writing
I don\'t know why I\'m writing
I feel lost
And yet I feel found
I know who I am now
I know what kind of mother,
I want to be
I know what kind of lover
I am today
I don\'t know what kind of lover
I want to find
I love you
I always have
I always will
But you put me on the back burner
For addictions and games
What am I to you
Would you know if I left
Would it hurt you
If I took her with me
Would you even look for us
Can you see us now