TS22

Countdown of emotions

Science says that in 7 years all my cells won\'t be the same.
Meaning there won\'t be any memories of you left in my body.
Not even your name.
I\'ll be immune like I have some sort of antibody.


I hope that\'s the truth,
Cause I can\'t deal with you appearing in my dreams 6 times a week.
Ruining my youth...
Making me take a step that\'s 6 feet deep.


Since I\'m down these days,
5 thoughts of her go through my mind.
Even after disappearing without trace,
I still find unexplainable reasons to think of you as kind...


I envy your tranquility,
Cause every thought of you lasts about 4 hours.
Slowly losing my sanity
Thinking if, on my funeral, will you bring flowers?


It was at least 3 times,
I explained why I can\'t fulfill your expectations...
But I guess you waited for these signs...
To leave me penniless, half dead by the roads.


It\'s really pathetic how,
If you said 2 words, \"miss you\"
I\'d break my vow,
And relentlessly rush to kiss you.


I know it\'s too late to restart 
And I know I won\'t be whole cause of a painful theft.
There\'s still a missing piece in my heart...
I know that\'s the one you took with you when you left...
I hate you.