So, I can tell you
my recurring dreams
are extremely vivid
sometimes, I even wake
feeling as though
I\'d never been asleep at all
and in my dreams
I visit the streets of London
where it seems
I\'m searching, searching
for him
searching for that one face
the one of my soulmate, no less
the one I\'ve never even met
in full consciousness
the most extraordinary thing is
in my dreams
I can actually feel emotion
can you feel emotion in yours?
I can literally cry tears upon my pillow
I can laugh loud
I can feel my ever expanding smile
and I can also feel grief
did you know, sometimes
I can even see my Angel?
but this one particular dream
always ends the same
I never do find him
I never get to touch his beautiful face
or feel safe in his arms
yet, I feel his presence
I can feel him all around me
whether I\'m awake or asleep
serenity surrounds my soul
If you\'ll pardon my dramatics?
nevertheless
on awakening each morn
there is always an aching
of something missing
but I just get on
with my day
regardless
because that is just what one does...
well, isn\'t it?