Today I started screaming
And a scream that has been building up for years
Came out as a high pitched squeal
Even now I couldn\'t scream, it confirmed all my fears
So I tried again
I screamed until I couldn\'t breathe anymore
And I felt my voice chords strain
But the sould deep howling I wanted to expell
Stayed stuck within my chest, my efforts in vain
Desperate for relief I tried again
I screamed and screamed with an urgency that\'s hard to explain
Until my voice had gone hoarse and no sound left my lips
And it was clear to me that in my plight to be heard, I\'d lost my voice once again