Sitting here staring at the wall
Hoping somebody calls
To put a smile on my face
Contemplating leaving this world without leaving a trace
Tears falling down my face
Nobody can tell
Because I be sweating so hard
You’ll think I’m in hell
This adversity is hurting me
I see no end to this pain
Doing everything right
I drive slow whenever it rain
For now death is detained
Until I take that next step
Eventhough I have nothing left