I was so caught up in my pain
I did not realise
She was burning herself to keep our world bright
I just kept cutting her down
Her tears dribbled down each time she was lit up to provide me with warmth
Till it reached the bottom and cooled to a solid
She gradually lost the spark in her eyes
Her energy levels diminishing
She made up fantasies of our future in her mind to not lose hope
But her scent grew dull
Only when all that was left was
The cold wind howling as if telling me all her hidden grievances
and seeping deep within my lonely cracks
For me to realise that I have to face the darkness alone forever
Because I was the one who used up the light of my life
I\'ve learnt my lesson too late, My Beloved,
You deserve someone who can treat you right
You deserve someone who loves you for who you are
You deserve someone who is present
who recognised and matched your efforts
You deserve the World for all your lifetimes