nephilim56

COWARD ( EXECUTED WW1 )

To you whom I adore
This letter to our door
Upon the street
Where first we met
My name now
Forever sullied.

When I fall
At dawns first call
Free then of guns and shells
Men screaming.

For a century or more
Me and those alike
Forever branded
By mad men with gleaming eye
Drinking claret over maps
Speaking still of the past.

Birdsong and the breeze with dawn
In unison us both to fall
Me to the sodden earth
The wounded tied to a chair
Gunshots echoed high above
Judged by these madmen evermore.

My children I will not see grow
Be they tainted by shame and more
From those who read or did not face
The sickening storm
Of hell on earth
Machine guns cutting men in half
Shattered heads
Horror touching mirth.

I a volunteer first
In a patriotic thirst
Mentioned with honour 
Dispatches sang my praise
As now I face 
My pre dug grave.

Three years of death
These killing fields
Sapped my nerves
My brain to scream

Unable to pull a trigger see
My fisted and shaking hands 
My frozen limbs
My shattered thoughts
Lay violent by blood soaked hand
Upon this foreign land.